Tuesday, October 06, 2009

autumn in ohio


Yeah so a lot has happened since I got the Eee... I have turned my fiance into a wife on August 22nd, and had a great time in Aruba on our honeymoon. We got some great gifts and it was all a really special experience. The picture is from the back side of Aruba, we were exploring the lava fields.

I am feeling kruddy today, a flu bug or something has wrestled me to the ground. I'm just trying to think happy thoughts and remember how good I felt last week when I was mountain biking! It's funny, I often start feeling blue and melancholy, and then the next day realize "Oh, I'm sick". My humor is usually a good way to tell how healthy I am. Unfortunately I'm usually not self-aware enough to see it coming.

I've been reading some Melodie Beattie again, "Beyond Codependency". The way she communicates really connects with me. I am reading about intimacy. It's funny how in the past I used to think that obsession was the same thing as intimacy. I'm not sure I really know what intimacy is yet, but at least I'm starting to understand what it is not.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

not a mac, not a pc, i'm a eee!



Yeah I picked up a Eee PC. For those unaware, the Eee is product of ASUS or Asustek. It's a little computer like a small laptop, some folks call them "netbooks". Mine is a model 700, known as a "2G Surf", mostly white in color except the back of the display which is baby blue.

Some models of the Eee come with Microsoft Windows, but mine did not. It runs the Eee PC 1.0.2 system. The system is a Linux based system, with some parts of it from the Xandros version of Linux, and finally customized by Asus. This allowed Asus to use free software to build their product, and be competitive with Windows based products. It is really cool technology.

The really cool part is that if you are a programmer or systems person, you can actually make changes to the system *any way you want*. The code for all of the programs, including the operating system kernel and even device driver code, are all freely available. You can edit them in any plain old text editor!

But if you aren't really interested in that kind of thing, but rather want to email, surf the internet, watch YouTube videos, or watch a movie from a file share or similar, you can just do that too! It is designed for ease of use. My fiance is not a technical person, but she doesn't have any trouble using the Eee.


I am also very pleased that I snagged mine in brand-new condition for $106.00 on eBay!

It's like the future is here now; a $100 computer that doesn't need any help from Microsoft. It won't be long now before inexpensive computers that are built without Intel or Microsoft can become the norm.

I gotta run but I posted this from the Eee! Maybe I'll post some technical tweaks and tricks soon!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

microsoft and nationalism

During this time of nationalism and Americans pulling together, I couldn't help but notice Microsoft's sponsorship choice for endurance racing in 2009. Yes, they are sponsoring the French automaking industry this year.

I couldn't help but notice that Sun Microsystems is sponsoring Ford.

Still no cigarettes, today is two weeks.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Hanging in there

0 Cigarettes today. I read some information at the American Cancer Association on smoking cessation. Apparently the first three days are the worst. It takes that amount of time for the nicotine to leave your system. And so during that time you are physically adjusting to having lower nicotine levels. That's why folks use the gum or other Nicotine Replacement Therapies. It allows your body to slowly adjust to lower nicotine levels while you cope with the psychological aspects of this process. This evening I was dizzy and wierd. But I'm riding it out. I hope tomorrow I don't get the heebie-jeebies too bad. If so the plan is to go for a walk.

If you're trying to quit hang in there. I quit for a year before, and it was mostly for the wrong reasons. This time is now and I'm in a different place now. I've graduated from therapy and I'm in a healthy relationship. Keep on keepin' on.

Why?

So I have been noticing, in a background noise sort of way, that cigarettes have gotten expensive. Last night I went to get some Marlboro Lights and some Diet Coke, and the cigs were $6.09 per pack. That is too stupid to be real. So if I keep doing a pack a day, a little more on Fridays, that's $200.00 per month on cigarettes. I'm not doing it. I am not spending $200 a month on cigarettes.

I'm pissed off because I didn't want to quit. I quit drinking and that was great but I wasn't ready to give up cigarettes. But I would have to be *fucking stupid* to keep smoking at $6.09 a pack. It *is* too stupid to be real, and I'm not doing it. I put the pack in the trash this morning and I have my nicotine gum with me. grr.

I know it's all for the better but I'm fucking pissed off.

Monday, February 09, 2009

Love fest continues - Okular is the Ferrari of pdf viewers

I am using KDE 4.1 on my OpenSUSE laptop. KDE 4.1 is great, really a nice environment. But the best is Okular.

Okular is a new package that uses libpoppler to replace kpdf. Yes, kpdf is left behind, and now we have Okular. Okular is a KDE 4+ pdf viewer. It is awesome. Okular renders *SO* *FAST*. It renders SO FAST. I can read the UNIX-Hater's Handbook, hit page-down for a few seconds, and then let off, and by the time my eyes focus, the damn page is rendered!!! WHoa! xpdf and ghostview are great but getting crufty, evince and kpdf are great, but Okular is the new hot thing and it is truly wonderful.

If you are a postscript/pdf lover but tired of how slow the old pdf viewers are, check it out. Beauty and speed baby. Okular is the Ferrari of pdf viewers.

I love you Barack

I am watching my president speak. He is plainspoken, but has a vocabulary. He can put lots of ideas together and make a point at the end. He is pragmatic and intelligent. He has more morals than Republicans, but he doesn't talk about them all the time in a hypocritical way like Republicans. I love my new President, best Christmas present ever.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Countries learning to make their own future

Well, it's been a while since I wrote.  There are lots of things I could discuss, such as the fact that I am engaged to be married!  But at the moment I feel inspired to write about something else.

I am amazed at how the world is reacting to what the media calls the "global financial crisis", and what I call "American bankers raiding the world's wealth".  There has been a lot of writing about how unreal and absurd this situation is.  One observation that made me think, courtesy of Lewis Black the comedian, is that, if these bankers that have gotten rich by looting the global economy were leaders of nations, the people of those nations would rise up and kill them.  But since they are leading corporations, people expect them to steal.

I have no doubt that he speaks the truth.

But what I am inspired to write about is not anti-American rage, or shooting thieves.  I am inspired by the creativity and independence that I am seeing from the world.  Small powers, poor countries, and some not so poor, rather than seeing this as a tragedy, see an opportunity here to make their own future.  To back out of the game where other countries try to play ball in the same arena as the United States, and instead make up their own game!  As someone who grew up in what in America is considered a very poor area, I think that I can relate to this independence and ethic.

I'm sure others could write about this from many angles, but as a technical person I only see one angle.  Countries are starting their own efforts to produce their own independent software technology platforms, complete with the infrastructure and salaried staff to develop and support it going forward.  In this new future, they will not be held hostage to pay licensing fees to American corporations for software technologies.  In the spirit of the scientific community in the open, pre-patent times, they are joining a global community of technologists and programmers, to solve practical business problems, and further computer software research, and share freely their thoughts, writings, and even blueprints and computer program source code.

Some people may be familiar with what is called the Free Software movement, or the Open Source movement.  And true, these countries are participating in these same circles.  But this doesn't feel the same as those movements.  This is something new, something that is starting now, in 2009.  Maybe I should come up with a name for it before everyone else realizes it's happening.

One facet of this new independence, is that nations are developing their own computer operating systems.  Many of them are building on the GNU/Linux system.  The GNU/Linux system is a UNIX-like computer system, but with modern support for just about all personal computer and server hardware.  There have also been millions of hours of labor put into making it a more comfortable and easy to use system than UNIX used to be.  The result is a system that comes complete with source code, so that programmers can fix or study or modify any part of the system that they see fit.  This system runs on personal computers, laptops, cellular phones, cash registers, internet servers, military equipment, airplane entertainment systems, and on and on.  GNU/Linux is available on the internet at no cost, and is distributed with a license called the GNU General Public License.  The GNU GPL is kind of the opposite of copyright; it ensures that no matter who uses the software, or what companies want to do with it, that they are in fact forced to share what they have done with the rest of the world.  This license has largely made these events that are happening now possible.

What is happening now is that countries are releasing their own nationalized versions of GNU/Linux.  A version such as this is called a "distribution" of Linux.  This in and of itself isn't necessarily new.  SUSE was originally a German Linux distribution, Mandrake a French, Conectiva a Brazilian distribution.  But just in the last few years we have also seen Ututo, an Argentinian distribution, and Redflag, a Chinese distribution, which is being merged with another asian Linux distribution to form Asianux.  In Korea there is Hansoft Linux.  Recently Russia has announced a project to begin their own operating system, the details of which are not forthcoming, but it is reasonable to think that it will probably be Linux based.  Yesterday I learned of Pardus, which is a Turkish distribution.  I'm sure there are many others that I am unaware of.  I believe that Spain has a distribution based on the Debian distribution, which is not associated with any particular country, but is really kind of the distribution that most Linux software is compiled and tested on.

There may not be as much exciting business news as there was ten years ago, when NYSE decided to standardize on Linux, or when Oracle decided to sell a Linux version.  This is more of a situation where governments need to build their own strong infrastructures, without having that infrastructure based on inflexible platforms that are sold to them from a foreign country, in most cases Microsoft being the vendor and the United States being the foreign country.  And these governments are coming to understand they can stand on their own, and build on the benevolent gifts that have been given to the world from the Free Software and Open Source communities.